A Big Lie

Will my feelings every change?

A Big Lie

I love you
I say this with truth
I say this with feeling
Distraught with youth

Holding my head high
I'm not afraid
You're light
So purely made

You may not love me
You may also care deeply
You may not care at all
But I love you constantly

I see you care for her
I see myself in her place
Holding me to you
Caressing your handsome face

But then in my head
You push me away
Like I'm some kind of scum
Not fit to be seen in the light of day

I try to hold in my tears
I try to hold in the pain of rejection
But my efforts are futile
As I stare at my sad reflection

I wish I could let you go
I wish I could say goodbye
Who  am I kidding?
That's just a big lie.

Reviews

[Holly Mason]

enjoyed reading thank you for sharing

[Asilem]

Welcome. Thanks for reviewing. :)

[blegh]

melisa this describes my situation with "J"perfectly

[Asilem]

Well, I kind of wrote this with you in mind, actually. ;)

[blegh]

aww really??? thats really sweet thx

[blegh]

oh god, im crying again lol

[kublakhan27]

The hardest thing in the world to do is let go of a lost love...you captured that feeling here beautifully...nice work :)

[Asilem]

Thank you. :)

[Fallen Angel]

I love it.

"I wish I could let you go
I wish I could say goodbye
Who am I kidding?
That's just a big lie."

This is my favorite part, as it is how i've been feeling as of late. :/ Good read though.

[Asilem]

Yay. I'm so glad you liked it. :) Thank you.

[Fallen Angel]

:) Welcome.

[Night]

...great show of emotions...well done, I liked the honesty mixed with some pain....real.:)

[Asilem]

Thank you. :)