Chemistry insanity

Going insane just to start with this s**t
Chemicals tweakin my brain, just makes me sick
Only trying to balance this everyday challenge
Struggle and strive and we all know about it
Why does everyone have to die,
Just before I get the chance to say goodbye 
The final dance call it the circle of life 
Feel emotions through these bars 
Gotta find a way in the dark
Reach for the stars, and go hard 
Than any other with passion at the start
Reminisce on the past well that was way back
Most bad with little good, so much misunderstood
When I revisiting sad memories they replay
All the hurt, the pain, the man I use to portray
Look what it got me, ego slain tattered brain
Everything is just a loss only thing I gain is pain
F**k it all now I guess life is just a trip
So enjoy the ride and be happy for what you have kid