it's different

things are different, now!

It could’ve been a different case all together. It could’ve been a different story. It could’ve been a different love.

But it isn’t.

It could’ve been smoother, lengthier, and charming.

But it isn’t.

It could’ve been a wonderful tale of love, with us facing struggles together. 

But it isn’t.

It could’ve been much simpler, with less complexity.

But it isn’t.

It could’ve been less painful and heart-rending.

But it isn’t.

It could’ve been different, special, and unique. 

But really it isn’t.

It would’ve been a happening life with you.

But now I understand it’s really not possible.

Lost hopes of, getting you back in my life,

Made me write this piece

Not a part of me, but parts of me scream and yell,

Make unnecessary noises,

In an attempt to get you back!

Only to realize �"

It isn’t what I thought it’d be.

 

-          Amay Saxena