For no one in particular

For the ones who follow my writing

Broken still. 

Bending slightly. 

But here I am. Waking on a daily basis sometimes before 11 am sometimes after. 

I wish for those who have followed my life in detail to make side notes. 

" she tried... and she tried very hard.  

I wish for him the peace he deserves in heaven with Jesus like he always prayed for.

I wish for him the best things he's ever wanted, no matter how simplistic. I wish for him me. 

I wish for them the smoke to last a little longer in his lungs. 

And for them the babies to grow old healthily. 

I wish for my parents the children and life they always wanted. 

I wish for his parents wonderful daughters in law. 

And for no one in particular; whoever maybe reading, or not.  I wish you lives with no pain. Lives with health and happiness. I hope you love like thats all there is. I hope you have the babies you wish, the homes you desire, and the jobs not so hard. 

For my dad. I wish away the alcohol, the bad things, and the fear. Theres nothing to fear except God.   

 "-his eyes, dimmed a little by many paintless days under sun and rain, brood on over the solemn dumping ground." The Great Gatsby