Embarassment

I feel like I'm an embarassment to all

One look and immediate gossip

No one cares about how I feel

Even if they mean the world to me

 

Especially that special girl

I think she's the most amazing girl in the world

Yet I can't tell her except through writing

And even then I'm not good enough for her

 

I poor my heart out on paper

There's no other way to express

I get no support or gratitude

Just avoidance and embarassing comments

 

If they could see, if she could see

The thoughts I undergo

Then maybe I'd get more respect

Or she would finally love me

 

But still I sit here

A lonely pebble flowing in a river

No one cares, no one notices

But I see a lot

Whether I like it or not

It's just the same life to me