Special

I wrote this one while going through a mental breakdown in which my guy best friend who I love thought about never talking to me again.

Just when I thought I was special

You showed me Im not

I work so hard to make you happy

And now I get left behind

You made me have dreams

You made me smile

Now you're the reason Im in pain

The reason a tear is falling down my face

Just when I thought I was happy

And when I finally opened up

You remind me Im worthless

Reminded me that Im not special at all...