What it's like to be me

I know the beginning is MCR lyrics but I don't even care.

Have you ever looked in the mirror and didn't like what you see?
Well you can have it first hand what it's like to be me.
It seems like everyday that goes by,
Making it through the day is harder to come by.
Make up and smiles are only a cover up.
But you just can't understand,
Can't comprehend.
Pain is a release you see,
but you wouldn't know that because you don't know the real me.
Magazines, models and perfect people
Make up what we like to call society.
What's it do? What's it like you ask?
Makes me feel like I'm not pretty,
Like I'll never be good enough for anybody.
So I'm sorry, but then I'm not.
Because that's like apologizing for being human
And I'm not perfect a lot.
So thank you for making me feel fat.
So thank you making me feel ugly.
So thank you for making me hate myself.
Is it bad that I'm scared to self harm,
Because it will only make me less pretty?
I'm not sure, but I can only blame society.
I know I buy into this,
But this ignorance is my only bliss.