Leave me

Loss is a dreadful thing.

Now

It is real

I sit here alone

A huddle of hurt again

Tears of agony stream my face

I bury my head in my hands, and I cry

I cry for the pain in the world, I cry for my pain

'Why do bad things happen to good people?!' I scream

I scream to who ever will listen, knowing no one will understand

I don't like this shadow of a person I have recently become, but it's not my fault

Whoever God is, If he exists, the guy with one hell of a sick sense of humour, it's his fault

It's my fault, your fault, my friends fault, my parents fault, my dogs fault, any ones fault

That this feeling rips me apart inside, the mere thought of losing you, of you dead

I don't control fate, but if I did, I promise I would never make you go

I would hold you in my arms, In my steel cage of limbs

And I would never let you leave this earth

I would keep you forever

But I am not selfish

So go now

Leave me 

Die

Author's Note

Please don't be shy to review. I find it incredibly useful

Reviews

[silver threaded queen]

i loved this for it is something i am not i will not cry or scream i hold it all in so i have respect for anyone who knows how to let it out excellent job

[NeverShoutAlex]

Extremely Deep i love it and alos the pattern is fun, i know thats weird considering the theme of the peom