The very first time

The very first time i cut my self.

The very first blood drops is saw that comes with selfharm.

The very first feeling that made me do selfharm.

The very first emotion that i get with cutting.

The very first scream for attention.

The very first pain i feel the next day from cutting

The very first tears i get afterwards from cutting.

The very first time we spoke to each other.

The very first time i smiled when i saw you.

The very first time i look into your sea blue eyes.

The very first time you made me laugh.

The very first time i smell your body.

The very first time i touched your body.

The very first time we gave each other a kiss.

The very first time i bite your lips.

The very first time we both saw each other naked.

The very first look you gave me when you saw my scars.

The very first touch when you slide softly your fingers over my scars.

The very first thought that came in mind when i think about you.

The very first memory of us both naked laying together in bed staring at the ceiling.

The very first time we both start cutting.

The very first time we both hold each other.

The very first time we both cried.

The very first time we both fight each other.

The very first time we both laugh.

The very first time we love each other.

The very first time i miss you in my life.

The very first time that i want to end my life to be with you forever....