Words..

My words are failing.
They're escaping my thoughts.
They're failing and falling.
Tumbling down and around.
My world is crashing.
One by one.
It's slowly crashing down.
I'm sorry for the things I've done.

My words mean nothing.
Yet everything at the same time.
They're coming across like I don't care.
And maybe just once,
They need to sound like I do.
Because this pain I'm feeling,
This aching of everything I've done wrong.
I can't take it anymore.
I might as well be gone.

My words are failing.
They're crashing my world apart.
I'm sorry for the things I've done.
For the words I've said.
I want nothing from this world anymore.
If I ruin all my chances,
If I ruined the love that we built,
Then I might as well not exist.

My actions make my words seem like a lie.
I don't know what will happen.
But with every action I take,
I know my words will become false.
I wish to speak nothing but the truth,
Yet my actions are making it all a lie.
I'm sorry for the way things became.

I'm going to turn it around.
Turn myself around,
For the better of myself.
For the better of everyone around me.
My words are at a loss now..
My sincerest apologizes...