My Sadness To You

My Sadness To You

A Poem by Behindu@07
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When the expected is the unexpected

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My Sadness To You

Why do I feel this way towards you? It's like you were always attracted to me. I think it's a weird feeling, but somehow I will be able to overcome it. I know you went out with her and I know I was the reason for your break up. You wanted to be with me but i guess I was too happy for you. I always talked to your friend instead of you. It was awkward between me and you.
I always though you were a good looking person, but I never thought I would end up thinking this way about you. The first time you began talking to me, I was like ok. No problem. But later when you asked for my number I was like whooaa. It's normal. You never had the guts to text me, you would always stand by me and I could listen to your heartbeat beating as fast as a puma. I was so stupid at reading your flirty signals. Now that I do not see you anymore, is where I know how much I meant to you. Now I see you and we just don't share anything anymore. I walk in your class and you ignore me, I try to avoid you but you are always there. When I don't look at you, you stare back. When I do look at you, you don't look back. I guess me and you are not meant to be.
But then the signals come back again, often leaving me confused. Like today you followed me to the parking lot, staring at me, what is that supposed to mean? Am I too not popular for you? Or are you wanting to get at me again? I do not want to be broken again. That's it, I am tired of you. Let's say goodbye to this; us.

© 2014 Behindu@07


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Added on October 13, 2014
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Behindu@07
Behindu@07

Patterson , CA



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