Is this or was this love?..

I've been away from you for months now,

My Emotions are calming down..

Your sight is crossing the line where  the presence enters  past..

Do i love you?

Do you love me?

Should my thoughts spin in present or the past?..

Tell me my dear,

are we..?

or..  we were..?

...

I remember our moments..

Being together but apart:

Bodies close, souls away..

Is it you or me to blame?

I was craving for your presence

Forcing you to stay awake..

But your shiny wings

would take you far away

to the phantasy world

where you could be free 

and meet other  girls 

where i would be small and 

have no control..

I was missing you sooo much

while being next to you..

i was trying to grasp your presence

but you just dreamt away..

Where was your mind then dear?

where did your soul fly?

Tell me my dear,

why did you leave to fantasy world?

I do not regret our time..

I enjoyed stealing your presence

Just tell me my dear

is this or was this... love...

Author's Note

love story