Paranoia

How can I feel?
If I lose my last wish
How can I feel?
If they call me a b***h
How can I feel?
When they say I'm insane
How can I feel?
Throughout all this pain

But what do I know?
I'm just a broken soul
A human - no, monster who's lost all control
When I hear you speaking, I cover my ears
But then, when I do that, you're all I can hear
For I am you
And you are me
Trapped within this insanity
And all of the voices
Are too close to me
And all of those who laugh
Are all I can see

It's not that I believe everyone hates me
I just think that those who don't are crazy
I'm simply a target; Neither friend nor foe
They practice their aiming
On a child who should have known
That nobody cares what one kid may think
Because there are so many more important things

And in the end
They'll never hear my cries
They refuse to listen
They think it's all lies
When I yell and scream out
Nobody helps
It's not that they can't
They're just out for themselves

But I'm just one person
What difference can I make?
If I died right now
The world wouldn't give a s**t