November 8, 2015

so  many  people  tethered  to  me - i  don't  know  what  to  do

to tell them their rock is eroding... i don't have the heart, would you?

so  many  people  i  care  about  , hanging  in  the  balance  of  ME

maybe if i wasn't so caring, this wouldn't have happened, you see...

i  am  my  own  swirling  toxin , my  own  self - demise .

slowly infecting myself with self-loathing, depression, and lies

i  fear  the  day  i  crumble  and  the  balloons  tied  to  me  float  .  .  .

as the rock they once depended on- sinks faster than a boat

Reviews

[Inject Positivity]

you know what im finding the best part of your writings is the honesty.... you are putting your true pains in your works.... it seems that the speaker is the depending rock of many people but the speaker is in pain and she cannot move away from depression so she fears that the people who put their trust their on her will drown when she falls down.... full ratings...