My Naivety

Gullible much?

 It’s been Hell

Today

I haven’t eaten

Only drank water

Where I should be starving

I feel only sick

Like I could toss my cookies

Ugh cookies

They don’t even sound good

Right now?

 

What’s wrong with me?

 

You.

 

Why do I do this to myself

My naivety

Kicking my a*s once again

It always happens this way!

Why!

Why!

WHY!

 

What the f**k am I supposed to pull from this?

What possible benefit could this have?

Why is my life Hell?

And why am I so attached?

 

I’ve done this before

Not just with you

But with others

And yet I fall the same way

 

My merry-go-round

Is extremely long

See

This one’s different

Its got a tunnel

That blocks out the sun

Most of the way around

For a short period of time

I live in the light

Embraced by love

And happiness

But most of the time

I’m surrounded by dark

Embraced solely by loneliness

And depression

 

And I get that

And I deal with it daily

But you don’t need to come here

Slowly removing the tunnels panels

This false hope of light

Is what keeps me in the dark

 

I’m not an animal in a zoo!

I’m not there solely for your

Enjoyment

Don’t toy with me

 

Speaking of toys

I’m not a game

Don’t play me

Let us play the game

 

So make your choice

I’m gonna fail the same way

I think I believe you

When you say you don’t wanna lose me

But your actions speak otherwise

 

I will leave...

You CAN be just a number in a phone

Easily erased

As much as I don’t want that

You’re forcing me into that corner

 

And so the hunted becomes

The one shot in the back

Left slowly to die

No one to help

Stunned

Lying on the cold

Hard

Earth

 

(What’s that in the distance?)…

Reviews

[*~DreamDeamon~*]

woah crazy wildness. I feel my head spinning. i Love it!

[TeenRomance]

Amazing poem! I really enjoyed it, and I LOVE the ending.