ProudA Poem by Brynn ThurberWhat I deal with on a daily basis is what my life has become.I’m so sorry I might not be the smartest or the most athletic or even the most kind But I try I try so hard to the point of self hatred because all I want is your approval It is my highest goal To make you proud And happy And not feel like you are in a living hell because of me I am crazy And obnoxious Most of the time you get mad at me Because I’m lazy Or just rude and negative I really do try I feel awful for my mistakes The nights where it ends with yelling And I’m holding back tears Trying not to yell back And I scream You scream Anger fills our voices The next day is fine though I just wish In all those moments You knew how much I feel like a failure I just want you to be proud
© 2017 Brynn ThurberAuthor's Note
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Added on October 10, 2017 Last Updated on October 10, 2017 AuthorBrynn ThurberYarmouth, MEAboutI love to read adventure books all the time Being with animals that I love is what I do most of the time aside from writing till my fingers break more..Writing
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