GoodByeA Poem by Borislava Zo
New Day,
New Town, New Month ... Same House, But No Home ... Sad, I am Not ... Yet ... Old Streets keep remindig me Of everything that I used to be, as I move beyond the past memories, The childhood dreams left behind the dusty curtains of regrets,.. I accept the challenge, that child I ain't, I am an Update.. Just launched in a Marketplace... In a segment, that does not fit my specifications, nor needs... Yet, the stage is set, demand left to further neglect the expectations that you have... Yes ... I did Develop it.. This New... Version of Me, With Diverse Life Goals, improved dreams New Lifestyle, New Profile... Vision Board & Planned Outcomes Removed the Old destructive patterns ... But ... No,.. Good Enough is Never So... I tried hard to move past this... But I failed at the Test Stage.. Although, sadly there ain't no hope, No Change ... No indicators that an understanding will be reached between us two... & It's cool,.. I ain't devasted, as I've reached my Limits.. So there is no pause, No rewind, No going back to Mannheim ... Negative Sign.. No more trying... Not even a little, Not even at all.. It's fine, worry not.. trying to fit the stereotypes & predefined characteristics of a simplified being ... ain't my goal... Keep it Up, Tell me that I won't change,... ... Maybe just because I am a hurricane of thoughts, a storm of emotion, that leaves no sunshine, just destruction, I'm autumn leaves and fog,.. You Needed warm breeze of Hope.. Forgive me, Wrong Location.. That Season I am Not ... Foretold that this will end in ... No satifaction, Just Judgement, No Understanding, Just Verdicts.. So, Yes.. Keep Telling me, How I won't Change... Because I am an Ocean, and you prefer the lake, Because I am depth, & you seek fake... Good Luck with that ... Peace... Goodbye ... & Enjoy Germany... Salam Aleikom, Tschüß... Auf Wiedersehen, Do Vijdane ... © 2016 Borislava Zo |
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Added on November 18, 2016 Last Updated on November 18, 2016 Author
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