GoodBye

New Day,
New Town,
New Month ...
Same House,
But No Home ...
Sad, I am Not ...

Yet ...

Old Streets
keep remindig me
Of everything
that I used to be,
as I move beyond
the past memories,
The childhood dreams
left behind
the dusty curtains
of regrets,..

I accept the challenge,
that child I ain't,
I am an Update..
Just launched
in a Marketplace...
In a segment,
that does not fit
my specifications,
nor needs...

Yet, the stage is set,
demand left
to further neglect
the expectations
that you have...

Yes ...
I did Develop it..
This New...
Version of Me,
With
Diverse Life Goals,
improved dreams
New Lifestyle,
New Profile...
Vision Board &
Planned Outcomes

Removed the Old
destructive patterns ...
But ... No,..

Good Enough is Never So...
I tried hard to move past this...
But I failed at the Test Stage..

Although, sadly
there ain't no hope,
No Change ... No indicators that
an understanding will be reached
between us two...
& It's cool,..

I ain't devasted, as I've reached my Limits..
So there is no pause, No rewind,
No going back to Mannheim ...
Negative Sign.. No more trying...
Not even a little, Not even at all..

It's fine, worry not.. trying to fit
the stereotypes & predefined
characteristics of a simplified being ...
ain't my goal...

Keep it Up,
Tell me that I won't change,...

... Maybe just because
I am a hurricane of thoughts,
a storm of emotion,
that leaves no sunshine,
just destruction,
I'm autumn leaves and fog,..
You Needed warm breeze of Hope..

Forgive me,
Wrong Location..
That Season I am Not ...
Foretold that
this will end in ...
No satifaction,
Just Judgement,
No Understanding,
Just Verdicts..

So, Yes..
Keep Telling me,
How I won't Change...
Because I am an Ocean,
and you prefer the lake,
Because I am depth,
& you seek fake...

Good Luck with that ...
Peace...
Goodbye ...
& Enjoy Germany...
Salam Aleikom,
Tschüß...
Auf Wiedersehen,
Do Vijdane ...