~I~ 08.18.2011

I've been through this before,

Many times.

So what makes you lies

So different?

So much harder?

You lied.

It kills me inside.

Why should I fight

For something, only I want?

Doesn't seem worth it.

Todays your birthday.

I haven't heard from you in three days.

I made you a beautiful blanket.

With love in my heart.

Now it looks like a mistake.

Why do I let you do this?

Haven't I learned my lesson?

You need to give me a confession.

Do you want me to give up?

Because I'm not going to stay

Only to be ignored, lied to and cheated.

I don't deserve it.

I feel lost.

I suppose, though, this was the cost.

              ~Britt

                      

Author's Note

I was young and hurt. However now upon reviewing this poem, I stand by it. It is capable of being true for just about anyone, as well as for my poems there is a lot of feeling behind them; to this day I can remember as well as relate to the pain I felt that day.