Scream

I just want to scream

Scream because I can, 

cry because well it feels good...
Cut because it distracts me
It releases the pain that I feel inside
I wish I could say I'm ok but I'm not. 
I hurt a lot and when I'm not hurting I'm frozen...

In a state of numbness.

Not where I can't feel the pain

but where I can't breath

and I'm trapped feeling the same emotions.

Numb stuck in my own miserable head.

I'd love to scream, cry for help,

but there's no help for the damaged.

No hope for the dysfunctional.

Doctors say it can be fixed with a little medicine...

I say my brain needs to be re-wired.

Reviews

[Wolfwind]

No matter one's condition, placing one's own self worth on a lower level do to it, only adds fuel to fire of the shadows. While it's true that there are brain events were there is a chemical imbalance, that at times can be great or small both in effect and duration... Is it really the minds fault? No... it's just genetics, no reason to beat yourself down for it. Sometimes... meds help, other times they don't, sometimes still it's a balancing act of help a little or a little more or alot or occasionally make things worse. I say it's a personal choice to say yay or nay to the doctors on that one.
Sometimes there are other naturopathic ways of alleviating those troubling symptoms, what ever they may be... always a possibility.

Technical, practical stuff said...

It's good to scream
It's good to cry
Let's the emotions fly free to the sky
The blade is an axe with two sharp sides
It's only temporary till the individual slides...to far down

Dysfunctionality...numbness...feeling enclosed in one's self?
Those are the projections of the frustration one feels because they feel so different... But hey! Different, uniqueness, individual zing! All good things.

Nice ink! It made me think. =)
Aaron

[BryanaBear]

Thanks, I feel that writing and poetry is either meant to make you think or a method to lose yourself