I figured it out.

I'm an atheist.

I'm a religionist (I pray to Thee so that I may find solace in Thy presence).

I'm a worthless.

I'm a forever.

I am not myself.

I am only my nothings.

I'm an angry person,

I'm a lonely person (when the time is right),

I'm a not.

I'm a way in.

I put love in the wrong places,

I put apologies in the wrong times.

I have to accept this,

I have to change this.