Internalize

I fear of what I am to write

Yet I have found not as to why fear has conquered

This time,

Haven’t the faintest

Staring at this glass

Watching myself,

Stare at myself

Finally realizing the age

The physique shadows the lifestyle

Sockets retract

Tissue grows spotty

Once a cocky, little, sexually confused flamboyant a*****e

Not a hitch in the earth

Worst of this,

I am no longer this,

No longer am I innocent