Lost at Sea

I am drowning

Breathing through the cuts they've left

Swimming through the hate I bleed
The water shows me the face I reflect
And now I know I'm lost at sea.

Sanity evades me at every turn
Parting the way to my darkest dreams
And of my old self, I mourn
And now I know I'm lost at sea.

Red fills my eyes
I've become a beautiful tragedy
Grey paints over once violet skies
And now I know I'm lost at sea.

I've come to accept my end
Sleeping with the razor next to me
I've thrown my self away, no means to mend
And now I know I'm lost at sea.

Author's Note

I will never be found