Not the One

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I'm confused.
Is what I'm doing wrong?
I know you love me, but I can never love you back.
I enjoy our time together, sometimes...
Occasionally.
You're good to me, but also bad. I like you but I also dislike you.
I want to leave you but I also want to stay.
Is it because you're just that enticing?
Or is it because I would still rather be with you, than alone?
I don't want to use you, to take advantage of you.
I want you to have happiness, but not at the cost of mine.
I have to put up with a lot from you, it's hard to be around you
but you also accept me for who I am,
and that's something that's hard for me to find.
You want me in ways that I don't want you.
Want me to do things that are just not me.
But it's good to get out of my comfort zone sometimes,
right?
I think I'll let this thing run its course,
and when it's over, whether it's sooner or later.
I still won't regret it at all.

Author's Note

The first line might not belong there but it's the theme of my life.
I like reviews. Can anybody relate?

Reviews

[PANDORA]

I heard something today: Your happy ending is where you stop the story. That was the first thing that came to mind when I read this.

I really like the contradictions in this piece. I also liked the first line...well the first two lines. I think it fits the piece of confusion.

Or is it because I would still rather be with you, than alone?---I think this is the absolute heart and answer to this relationship as well as this great piece of writing.

Thanks for the read

[ChaosBeast]

Thank you for reading and for reviewing. I always appreciate it and yours are always helpful and well written.

[ChaosBeast]

You also seemed to get what I was trying to convey which makes me feel good about it.

[PANDORA]

I'm glad :-)