Curse part 2

what happened before was like a dream

As i eat my meals slowly

i hear the table so closely

the silence is killing me

at least they had stopped so I am free

But this mixed up chemicals are not

heart's a pumping to live even a single drop

when I leave the room

I can hear them laughing. A bomb about to go boom

I peek inside their smiles tell the truth

to them I'm probable a rotten tooth

until the day I awoke on the bed

tears are warm reminds me I'm not dead

Taking one breath in and one breath out

I start to look at things with doubt

to them I was a nuisance but here i am

in a warm place, Madam

My worries and regrets have been told

to only you. On that day of the cold

you extended your hand

covered in blood but no demand

simply sitting. watching as I protested

moments later I had to take the poisonous med

your gaze filled with detest

walking silently to my head

beating me so i can spit it

amazed by the caring fit

tears swell from the long dried spring

overflowing with a simple ding

never i wanted a day

a whole wish was to stay

but the time ended from

threw it all away not a single crumb

remember the moment

like it was yesterday

i look around the room and see a hint 

of her presence saying i'll find another way

By now i am on my death bed

she stays beside me as a F.E.D.

locking them for mutation

it didn't hurt not even a pin

sinking falling down I go

reaching the end that's so low

Madam was by my side to dry

As i slowly say my good-bye

Reviews

[Peacegal]

Beautiful, simply beautiful. U express yourself like a beautiful song.

[CrimsonShinigami]

thank you very much