Darkness

These days are all combining into one.

Slowly tearing my life away one page at a time.

Will it ever get easier?

Sleeping alone.

I fear the nightmares will never end.

I will dread the thought of nightfall once again.

Will I ever be able to face the darkness?

Will it greet me with the same dreadful memories as the morning?

I lay in bed.

Lethargic and alone.

Do I choose to feel this way?

Have I done this to myself?

Too much thinking.

Too many tears.

Can I hold myself up.

To the standards of others?

To the standards of myself?

F**k if I know.

Darkness turns darker.

The nightmares begin.

I'm alone and weeping.

No one is there.

I'm alone and falling.

Into the darkness of my soul.

Author's Note

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