Just once

Ever get that feeling of regret?

 

I do.

 

Everytime I see him.

 

Why did I mess up our friendship?

 

I put my relationship felings before my friendship feelings.

 

And now our friendship will never be the same...

 

Why do I do the stupid things?

 

I make myself seem stupid.

 

To others I am stupid.

 

My heart aches for a loving that I will most likely not ever recieve.

 

Making the decisions I've made so far.

 

Has led me to heartbreak.

 

Each and everytime.

 

I want something different to happen for once.

Just once.