Understand

Written quickly due to time restraints.

I bit the flesh of your neck and you opened up to me. Revealed your soul, gave me the key to your everything. How could I not be irresponsible with all of that power, I bloomed a lotus flower with no reason but to devour. I am sorry, I am sorry; I didn’t mean to hurt you.

Ignorance is bliss,

But patience is a virtue.

I acted out, I did, left you alone and I know you will never forgive. I was young and I was reckless, but I meant it when I said I love you and gave you that necklace, the bad times outweigh the good except I remember the times you left me breathless. Captivated by your beauty, the inner beauty, that no one else could see, only me because I was in there.

In there, beside your subconscious I saw your past, your present, and your future. The past was dim, desolate, and dark but I saw such a bright future. A place without me, I knew I was the demon and had to set you free. I didn’t want to go out of selfishness but I knew you were better off, without me, without this.

If only you could understand, I was forced to be a man. So why would you ever think less of my morals? I swear I didn’t use you; I came to realize you didn’t deserve a mortal, a goddess like yourself.  Cried to me under the sun, I wish I never met you so the pain could be done. You still haunt me, images in my head can never be gone you still taunt me.

You will always be a piece of mine,

But give me peace of mind,

Please forgive me.

Author's Note

Please, ignore grammar discrepancies.
First post.

Reviews

[Katerina Grev]

This is really well written and very emotional. You did a fantastic job of capturing the essence of the moment as well as capturing the feelings of the moment. Keep writing!