Codependency recovery is a process.

Recovery is a process
Codependency I have heard it said before.
Never knew it applied to me.
When the world seems like it's closing in remember to breathe and even though you have a shade of gray for a day it's over think of tomorrow. Codependency who is to blame for my own affliction is it the mother who gave me up for adoption or is it the adoptive mother who suffered from the same disease and psychologically tormented me for years like a toy for her own sadistic satisfaction you cruel women you heartless beast when does the end begin when does the chain of cruelty end. It's going to be with me because I'm better than that I will rise above my mental disease. I will grow and seek my roots deep into the ground beneath me. I will stand up tall with my face looking towards the future. I'm not a mistake I'm not a child who can just be thrown away I am a person a child of God I have a voice I wish I could look you both in the eyes and say these words just so you see how much I have grown as a woman with out you.

Author's Note

These are my 3:18 am rants please don't judge to harshly on grammar

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[credo]

We are never mistakes, to be sure. I wish for your pain to ease. Perhaps think more of being "a child of God" you are right there. And, when it is possible, perhaps later, you will see that those involved also have their stories and are his children as well. God speed for your healing.