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There is so much that I wish I could tell you.

There is so much that I wish I could express.

There is so much I wish I understood.

There is so much that I wish I had.

There is so much that I wish I could give.

 

I seem to be empty inside.

I live in a make-believe world.

 

A world where everything I want is,

And everything I  don’t   vanishes in the air.

 

Nothing is really what I want it to be.

Nothing is what I need it to be.

 

I’m a troubled soul,

Seems as though there is no salvation for me.

I am more confused than I can ever be.

So much for clarity.

 

I always thought that life was easy and

I seem to have been mistaken,

For I have much to learn.

Because life is definitely not easy.

Not easy.

Not easy.

Specially for someone as broken as me.