I'm all alone in thoughts todya

A heart filled sorta poem.

feel as if I am not me. I feel that what others think and look at is just a cover. Nobody knows the real me. Who I truly am. Because that person does not have a body or to you doesn't really exist. But in my head I'm am not a she, he is me.  He is as real to me as you are to you. He may not have a life in the life we are living. But In my head, he is living a life that we do not live in. Or maybe he does live. Maybe he is my true love contacting me. sometimes I can't tell whether he is me or he is who I want to be or if he is simply the one I'm meant to be with. It's confusing I understand that I don't understand. But whoever he is or I am, is living the perfect life that I am not.