Too late for forgiving

You heard the words, I spoke out loud
I screamed and shouted, like a thunder cloud
Unplugged from the choices you gave free
Unraveled tears splashing down my knees

This is the aftermath of back and forth
Taking to the sea seaking out the north
I try to find somewhere anew
Where I can sail far away from you

But your face is here in my brain
Every night starts to, become the same
I hear your hard voice screaming back at me
Know I understand it was all for me
If I could forgive I wouldn't carry on
Just a bit too late now that you are gone