Crazy

S**t starts happening

When your alone

Thoughts enter your head

Thoughts that you never knew were there

That you always hate in the end

You begin to see things

Hear things

God, Im going insane

And i dont even know why

Jesus i dont even know why im writing this

Seems like everybody left

I looked down for one second

And they left

No

I fell

I dont blame them

They got s**t of their own

Things that keep them

I dont want to be another burden

God, how i lie to myself

Telling myself that i can live without their attention

But truth is

I love it

I just want it

Someones care

Now

All i get is another persons story

I know how it sounds

So self centerned

Like im a a*****e

But its the truth

And god damm it hurts

 just another day

Week

Month

Year

Waiting