You make me sick

As I lay in bed I try to keep my mind from wandering

I doze off

The room is musky and cold

And I see you

You look up and smirk and continue what you're doing

I know exactly what you're doing and my heart drops

It hurts so much 

And you say that you have nightmares

I look in the mirror 

And my mind takes over

You're on top of her 

I try to see who she is but it's just a silhouette

I'll never be good enough for anyone

While you hold me tight at night

All I can think about is you and her

Did you say the same thing you told me to her? 

Did you hold her?

"if you f**k another girl then the first one must have not been as important as you thought"