Afraid of living

just my feelings for the moment...

I'm just sitting here

Wishing I could go somewhere

Somewhere safe, somewhere free

Just a place for you and me

Separate me from my past 

And leave me somewhere I can last 

Don’t ever let that flower die 

It's representing you and I

This is place is to small

The world is too big

Deep inside me 

I just can't handle it

Let me out of my cage

Take me under your wing

And teach me how to live again

Should I just stay here?

Or spread my wings to everywhere

I could fly and I could fall

Should I dare it after all?

My mind and body isn’t one

The monster in me is having fun

Shut you face ‘cause I’m done

I’m not gonna f*****g run

This is place is to small

The world is too big

Deep inside me 

I just can't handle it

Let me out of my cage

Take me under your wing

And teach me how to live again

I’m scared, confused, angry and sad

I don’t know

How to react

This is place is to small

The world is too big

Deep inside me 

I just can't handle it

Let me out of my cage

Take me under your wing

And teach me to f*****g live again

Author's Note

ignore grammar and spelling