Goodbye never felt so lonely

two poems that fit together nicely....real emotion because my parents are keeping me in a cage.

Here comes goodbye
Here comes no second chance
No relaxing Tension
Here comes the flowing tears
Puddles leaking through my door
Unstopable tears
and fears
found my demise
seeking my lonely release
breaking in the silence
my cold despair
I was alone with you
more alone without you
missing you to tears
this was the outcome
and it was guessed
meant to never knoiw a kind of love
suffer through the depths of hell
Calming of my thoughts
Strengthening of fears
Losing all grip on what is real
searing demise
eyes on fire
trying to frind a calling desire

Author's Note

no commentary on spelling plz.