Shattered Jaw for the Dirty

My angriest piece thus far.

I've been walking by
Letting the shade come in
This darkness without regret
Just takes and fails to give
So you've all fucked me
Well that's okay I'm done with this sickness
Done with your hate
I'm done with these dreams
That you put in my face
You tell me I'm wrong
You tell me not to fight it
I've learned from this song
That you just mix and spray it
When your ink pens run dry
The facts will remain
That the b*****s you are
Can calm no ghost
Your votives and offerings
Give nothing to the sincerest
It's a hell and a bargain for the weary to buy.

You looked me in the eye
And said your wisdom to be true
But the bullshit promises
and the charcoal shards
Can do nothing but burn to ash
Bring me this blood and drink it all for you
It's a promised start
To cure this infatuation
Of promised love
I believed the facade the faces behind masks
You kill me all to fast
And take the worst of the litter
Was I not good enough
I did my best to keep you calm and collected
I told you tales of a better time
to make you all happy
Yet you put the pressure on me
Hanging me for the wolves.

You f**k me over one time
and take all that you need
Then you move to the ones
Who treat you the worst
And bringing all your problems to me
I'm not here to help anymore
This world is done
I've nothing to lose
Yet nothing to gain
I'm ready for suicide
Ready for murder
Can you hear the bell tolling
I'm not one to complain
Because I've no place here
Only a place beyond mortal binds
My purgatory sweet
My will undefined
When you send out the chain letters
To your puppy dog friends
Remember the boy
The polish and mascara lost
Remember the lies and charade
And let the thought tremble your breath
Because I know I'm the last one left.