The Melancholic Beauty in DyingA Poem by DamianI don't want to wither away, hurting miserably with every falling leaf dried and curled under the excruciating burden of anger, resentment and fright; covered with rotten and yellowing streaks of joy and life. I don't want to fall apart sliver by sliver as my shell shrivels up and cracks bleeding ever so slowly into non-existence, Livor mortis casting a haunting blue stain on my body with my humors pooling into stillness as they give in to gravity. I wish to be crushed mercilessly while there's still anthocyanin on my blooming petals beaming and swaying along the breeze, in the midst of suffusing the world with all the joy I can. I want to go out at the peak of my glory. I wish to be snapped out in a singular blow, missing the opportunity to scream or wail. I imagine a smile glazing my dry lips as every bit of air inside my body gushes out in a sharp, singular gust of cool breeze, carrying the remnants of musky melancholies with them. I don't want pain and suffering...… I wish to embrace a beautiful death as I leap into the afterlife from my hell, in the duration of a mere second. © 2024 Damian
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Added on May 7, 2024 Last Updated on May 7, 2024 |