For You, Baby Girl (Song)

For You, Baby Girl (Song)

A Poem by Damien Davison
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I promise you I'll keep on fighting...

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It`s hard to find the words to describe the way that I`m feeling
I can`t be alone without my baby, seems her love is leaving
My heart is bleeding
Happened so fast I could hardly see it
I need you baby, daddy`s little girl
Had it, want it, need it
Now, I`ll better myself
Axe my f*****g sad selfish ways
My daddy left me
I`m going to make sure your daddy stays
Don`t worry about me, I`ll be fine
Though I`ve never been through worse
It`s easy to drown, sniff, inhale the pain
Though it f*****g hurts
I need to find a better way
A harmless escape
Cause I can`t deal with this on my own
This is death`s race
Should I build my coffin now, knowing she`ll see me when she`s older
Tried all the help available, but as I grow, it still gets colder
I don`t know what to do 
I don`t know where to turn
A brother tried to help, I sniffed so much it gave him debt burn
I fucked up, maybe they`re right
Maybe I`ll never get better
Hit the streets with a ball, a knife, a snap back, and my leather

Snap out of it, grow up, be a man, raise your daughter
Cannabis, throw up, drop it all for girl`s momma
Out of this, go up, try and be a solid father
You don`t want to rob her potential of being someone
At the same time, you`ve been here before
Fell back thrice, prove yourself to court
F**k life`s s**t, need babe more
She`s not here, f**k`s life for!
I`m not saying I won`t try my hardest
Need a f*****g reset, get it and got it
Aint about me, no it never really was
How can you help yourself and focus on others
`It`s so easy, it`s so easy`
Shut the f**k up
It aint that easy
I must not care, I don`t give a s**t
I left you out of love, but you`ll never see it
That way, that way, this way
What
Back and forth
Is that what you want!
Done this before, thrice on the floor
A rock bottom m**********r can only go up
I`ll get my daughter back
She aint a f*****g privilege 
She`s my baby
She`s the only reason I am here
And now I have to change who I am, just to see her
Now, how fair is that!
Sure, how fair was I
But this aint about us
It`s about me and her, the bond we share
That needs to be nurtured and cared
What the f**k are you thinking...
I`ll tear the light from the sky!
You thought I was fucked then!
Ha!
Lets see how this goes
I`m losing it
Seriously
I`ll die down this path
Though I`ve walked it for so long
I`ve passed the same bush 300 times
Something must be wrong...

Whatever my problem is Alexis, daddy loves you more than anything he could ever dream
And although it seems daddy`s never there, don`t be scared
We`ll be reunited
And no one will take you from me again, I promise you I`ll keep on fighting.

© 2012 Damien Davison


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'I left you out of love but you'll never see it' amazing words and your anger is chanelled so beautifully

Posted 11 Years Ago


Damien Davison

11 Years Ago

Thank you for appreciating it
Wow! A lot of emotion is in this piece and it is written well:) I love it

Posted 11 Years Ago


Damien Davison

11 Years Ago

Thank you, I poured my heart in to this one before I went to detox...
K-mo

11 Years Ago

well it is really good, I felt your pain in this
Ok so although I've seen this many times, it still makes me cry lol.

Posted 11 Years Ago


Damien Davison

11 Years Ago

Awe, thanks for the review.
Deep, man. And very touching. It's great that you can put it all into words like that.
Be strong, keep fighting. It's a hard path to walk, but it's worth the pain and effort. Keep writing, keep posting, and we'll all be here with our support when you need it.

Posted 11 Years Ago


Damien Davison

11 Years Ago

Thanks a lot, putting out my work actually has made me a little happier with the great responses I'm.. read more
this is such a touching song i teared up just reading it.. you did an amazing job(:
keep writing..

Posted 11 Years Ago


Damien Davison

11 Years Ago

Awe, thank you.
Heather

11 Years Ago

any time :)
if you have time, can you pls comment on some of my pieces? thanks
Damien Davison

11 Years Ago

Absolutely, I will be sure to comment on a few of your pieces.
Growing up, both of my parents were drug addicts and since I've sort of had no patience for parents on drugs. But this a beautiful song and its obvious how much you love your daughter. Keep fighting.

Posted 11 Years Ago


Damien Davison

11 Years Ago

Thank you, I really appreciate that.
this has made me cry.. dude you feel it, i mean fight for her before is too late...

Posted 11 Years Ago


Damien Davison

11 Years Ago

I have been trying hard. It's been 3 months since I wrote that. Still working on some things. Thank .. read more
luviva

11 Years Ago

yeh but dont give up.. i knw u wil win her back but all in all gain her trust
So powerful, I can tell you love your daughter very much

Posted 11 Years Ago


Damien Davison

11 Years Ago

That I do, thank you for reading.

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Added on October 9, 2012
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