You Will See

There's this little girl

You see her, she smiles

Yet there's pain inside

That she'll never let you see

She's fought her demons

For longer than you know

She just wants the pain to end

But no one will let her

She tries to find ways

To deal with this evil pain

But as the days go by

She realizes she will go

No matter how many tries

She will take that knife

And release the pain

Or will she take a rope

And leave herself to hang?

No one knows this pain inside her

For it is easier to hide than explain

The way she feels and why she wants to

Leave this world and everyone behind?

The reason is very simple

She doesn't think she means anything

She wrote: "Everyone will go on without me.

Will you please tell my friends and family I'm sorry?

I didn't want them to suffer

But this pain was more than I could endure. 

It made me cry almost every night

And left me with scars I can't take back

I'm sorry mother, I'm sorry father.

I wish I could take this back.

I'm sorry friends, I'm sorry lover

But this pain was holding me back.

This world will be better off 

Without me,

It may take sometime

But soon you will see."