Depression Monologue #2

I actively try, but I'm left in the outside. When I feel like this, I read Psalm 27:8.

Have you ever been left in the outside?

Forgotten

Abandoned 

Feeling slightly abused

They don’t

actively 

exile you

But they don’t

try

to care.

 

When I talk,

I know they’re just waiting for me 

to shut up.

When they sit, 

I just know that seat 

isn’t for me.

 

I feel such pain 

all the time.

I’m always blinking back tears

but

they don’t see.

 

They never see.

 

I’m left in the outside