The Heart of a Fool

I been drifting into speed of light back to the past
am I missing all the signs to keep moving forward,

but it seems I can't stop looking back,
I'm feeling stuck, overwhelmed by my tragic past.

I don't know why I keep holding on,

I don't know why I keep moving backwards,
the world seem to pass me by
I know I can't stop time, 
but for some reason I keep holding on.

Who am I fooling,

I say I'm fine, but my heart says give it time

the past keeps creeping in my mind
I need to let it go,
I never said one can change so easily

but it seems I fallen into merciless fate
but somehow I need to keep moving,
to set myself free.

Why I keep doing this to myself?

it seems I can't build the bridge
to cross and move on from the past.

Somehow I feel chained unable to break free
slowly drowning into my lies and grief
it seems nothing will ever change,
I need to set myself free.

I don't think I'm strong enough,

I don't believe I'm good enough
it seems I'm losing myself,
am I too afraid to see what awaits on the other side?

Who am I fooling

I say I'm fine, but my heart says give it time

the past keeps creeping in my mind
I need to let it go,
I never said one can change so easily

but it seems I fallen into merciless fate
but somehow I need to keep moving,
to set myself free.

I'm so naive

thinking I can do it on my own
but clearly I need a hand to hold on,
I thought I was strong enough,
but it seems I fallen to my knees and surrender
I need a saving grace

to help me cross the bridge
to face the great unknown
so I can let go,
let go, let go.

Who am I fooling

I say I'm fine, but my heart says give it time

the past keeps creeping in my mind
I need to let it go,
I never said one can change so easily

but it seems I fallen into merciless fate
but somehow I need to keep moving,
to set myself free.

who am I fooling?

Reviews

[Rebel]

Very well written even with the simple misspellings. I can relate a lot to this and I understand it very well. It is very hard to let go of what you thought was true. Only time will tell you when to let go.

[Mika =^-^=]

sorry about that sometimes I type too fast and I don't think to read it through before publishing it haha silly me. And Thank you.

[Rebel]

It is okay and you are so welcome.