The value of dreams

If I ever had to choose a place to stay in
I would chοse my dreams.

In my dreams I'm not afraid to speak my mind.
In my dreams I no longer longing for your touch.

While dreaming,
I am touching your skin.
Did it always felt this way?

Did you always felt so warm?
Or am I hallucinating?

Oh, 
It's just my dream. I remind myself

I've always liked the idea of dreaming.
In the world of dreams
You can either create your one nightmares
or you can stop feeding them and dream of joy.

In my dreams,
We're still together laughing.

In my dreams,
I get to feel your hand on mine.

I know here
in this place I am safe with you.
No one can hurt me because I just built a world for us.

A world where you and I are together.
A world where my heart doesn't ache from pain.

Can you estimate the value of this dream?

Here I am able to feel again.
I am able to measure my feelings
I am not feeling the gab anymore.

I know,
Soon I'll wake up.

I know I won't find you next to me laying on this bed
I won't be able to feel anything again. I know.

In this moment though,
in this dream
I get to talk to you like normal people do.

I am able to see your eyes lightning when i tell you about my hopes and dreams
Surely, i am feeling your smile when you tell me how your day was.

For all this reasons,
I keep on hating having to wake up.

In my every day life
You're no longer here.
In this routine I am all alone
Finding pieces of you everywhere in my house,
everywhere in me.

You see
In my dreams I am not aware of how much I miss you
Of how much I want to talk to you
Or even how much I just want to steal a glance of you.

It's evening now.
I have a glass of wine in my hand 
And I keep on waiting.

Why does it take so many hours for night to come?

Please, night,
come to me sooner.

I keep on missing him.
Did you got lost too? Up in the sky like him?

Please night come.
I no longer like my wine. It's warm now.