Dream

This song talks about my childhood. Now my home life was great. I had a wonderful family. But I had a disorder called Selective mutism. Its when you cant talk to people you don’t know. And all the time in school it was like I was being punished for having it. As if I chose to have it. And I got in trouble every day also because I couldn’t explain myself, and because of this it felt like hell. I didn’t consider myself to be normal. And I felt as if I was in a dream and that I would wake up at any moment and am in my bed and I would finally be normal.

 

I woke up in a dream today

Every thing seems different

Nothing is the same

I woke up in a dream today

I was living in hell

Living in a nightmare

A nightmare I couldn’t run from

 

Chorus

I woke up in a dream

My life became a nightmare

I keep falling

Failing

Feeling as if I'll wake

I awoke in a nightmare

Nothing was the same

Nothing was how it was supposed to be

I woke in a dream

A dream I cannot control

A nightmare I can’t awake from

I find myself in a dream

A dream that feels like hell

Every one treats me different

They treat me like I'm some one else

As if I'm a ghost in the shadows

I awoke in a place I don't know

 

Repeat Chorus

 

I'm falling

Failing

Losing Control

Feeling Broken

Living a nightmare I can’t escape

A hell I can't run from

A place I am stuck in

 

Repeat Chorus

 

I'm Falling

I'm Failing

I'm Losing Control

I'm feeling broken

I'm in hell

I'm in a dream

A nightmare I can't escape

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Reviews

[Holly]

OMG Kat! This can also describe how a person with Panic Disorder and Agoraphobia feels as well! Very powerful just like always :)