A Poem for My Thoughts

Im sitting here not quite sure

What to do or say

Wishing that these heartache pains

Would just go away

 

I never meant to hurt you

Or to make you feel so bad

Youre the best thing to happen yet to me

Youre the best I ever had

 

Ive made a couple of mistakes

I wish I could take them back

Ive learned so much out of them

To get me back on track

 

Theres no excuse for what I did

It makes my insides turn

To think of how I treated you

My soul should probably burn

 

From deep within my heart I would

Just like to say Im sorry

I know that wont happen again

So please dont ever worry

 

I promised you a little somthing 

In front of God and you

I will keep that little promise

If its the last thing I ever do

 

I hope you can find it in your heart

To forgive me someday soon

I know these things take some time

Like the distance to the moon

 

Since lastnight you were in my dreams

Everytime I fall asleep

I see your face and talk to you

Youre in my soul, so deep.

 

This is the first time that

Im writing what I feel

Its grabbed so hard and holding me

I cant even eat a meal

 

The tears have once again began

To roll down my two cheeks

I never knew I could feel this way

Not in my 1347 lifes weeks

 

I owe you everything I can

Ill do everthing thing I can do

Just as long as you know

I will always love you