Shape of you

A Poem by Dyuti

Don't fall in love with me
Because I won't too
It's only about my infinite problems
And has nothing to do with you
Just like the galaxy engulfing
Millions of stars
That's destined to fulfill wishes
While falling apart
I have dozens of insecurities
That messes my mind
People around having better attributes
And I am none of their kind
And here comes the "attention seeker"
They label my emotions corrupt
May b I am a pleaser
Filling others pitcher till I am bankrupt
I go to complete hiding
To rejuvenate all I drain
While carrying all the baggage
Of the past that strains
I fall in love with smiles
And the agony behind voice
I have a lot of guilt build inside
I smile by habit ,not by choice
So to fall in love with me
U have to embrace my complexities too
Because I would love you in a thousand ways
And not just the shape of you