Lost within myself

This is how one feels when he/she is lost.

As I paint my imagination with golden thoughts,
As the clock tick-tock,
Without knowing where I'll from here, my mind loses its maturity.

As dark as the night, So I am.
Dreaming about my destiny, I see no more.
As slow as a turtle, I lose my skills.
Whenever I smile, the world perishes.

In golden fiery flame colors, my blood boils within me.
If life was a game, I'll not play any.
With grey hair on my head, I'm dying forever.
Oh! Life doesn't appreciate everyone.

Poison with passion for my life.
My eyes create dizziness.
Even If I was a lion, I'll fight no more.
Life is life; I don't have to run the race.