Emotional Suicide

Head filled with memories

From undying vessel of emotions

Thoughts spring out

Surrounded by the aching voice

The spotlights of shattered soul

In the room filled with broken dreams

Dreams that were once bright

Full of hope and bliss

A source of motivation and drive

Now lay on the ground

Far from its former glory

Body that seeks strength

Soul that seeks immortality

Voice that gives up the truth

The truth that lies

Beyond those papers

Lifted up like dreams

Dark as shadow in an endless night

For once it seemed so true

Easy to grasp with a simple mind

Haven't been looking beyond its surface

Been blinded by the light it shines

Been felt to be soaring in the sky

Been thought to be on the zenith

Never looked down

Never looked inside

Never touched its surface

Never thought of anything else

In the abyss of drunkenness

The one who gives speech

Is the one who's easily taken away

Until everything dropped

Everything back to its places

The place I once been

The thing I once believed

The dreams I once pursued

The life I once held dear

I woke up thinking one day

I would stop dreaming

Never thought it would kill me

It would kill me so bitterly

I never said that I never lied

but I never said everything was a lie

So it is you who would ask

The farther this would go

The further you can't bear

Those truths may seem true

But the truth is a lie

And lies are true

Just cut the thread and take this heart

So I won't feel any pain

Keep me insensitive

Keep me heartless

Keep me away from tears

Keep me from happiness

Keep me from any emotion

Thinking that I would fall in love

Gives me shiver

Gives me sting

Gives me the unforgettable feeling

Of being hurt

Of being alone

Of being so insecure

So I bury my heart in my memories

And hope it rest in peace

Reviews

[Pax]

what a heart stopping piece, it took me to the time i wrote something the day i stop dreaming, and how truth hides in many unforseen lies... very expressive piece, kabayan, and welcome to WC :)