I Love My Demon & Hate My Angel

A poem about mixed feelings towards the person in your life & the person who abandoned you

The angel is a siren
She wants to drown me to save me 
Contempt when my back is turned
She curses my name in her sleep
And conjures illusions so I am bound

The angel is Satan’s pet
Pains from my birth were her orgasm
Pity from others gives her peace
But internal destruction is her end goal

The angel is my prison
Society made her my master
We parasites are not granted rights

Torture in human skin is she 

I humbly pray to a God for death

I love my demon and hate my angel
Because the demon who left was direct

© Eden Dawson, 2022