before you

just saying

it feels so euphoric now
I can't find he words to even
say I can't believe this is happening
say I can't even believe this is happening

it's hard to take this in
it's hard to swallow
that I've finally come forward
and have left the s**t behind
I've come forward and left the s**t behind

I had you in my heart then
and now
you see what I was in front of you
I was the same before you
I was the very same