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Safe yet somber
I have begun to ponder

The details of my life

In strife I set the numbers

The last things to remember

Diverting all the fallacies in my time

It’s come and gone

This summer peace

The point in my eyes where at least I see

I lost it all

It broke my fall and now I’m left wondering

Am I complete?

 

Take me home

Guide my way

I left this morning

Amidst dismay

I’ve held on for so long

When there was time to let go

Just so you know

I’m struggling

But I haven’t lost all hope…

 

Something has got to change
I can’t take the way I am

The way my head’s displayed

Covered with this anger

This bitter f*****g rage

Once you took it all

Once you went away

There you meant to stay

you drifted in

And so it begins

The downfall

Of our everything

Or is this all in my head?

 

Take me home

Guide my way

I left this morning

Amidst dismay

I’ve held on for so long

When there was time to let go

Just so you know

I’m struggling

But I haven’t lost all hope…

 

Coming down I feel the somber

The passion slowly fades

I dread the day I walk away

Would you beg for me to stay?

It all began

With open hands

A grand stand

For broken hearts

I feel apart before I met you

I let you in

Slowly I felt the pieces

Trying to fit in

 

I leave you now

More words to say

More questions that

Need to play

If I leave

Would you stay?

Would you care,

If I walked away?

 

Take me home

Guide my way

I left this morning

Amidst dismay

I’ve held on for so long

When there was time to let go

Just so you know

I’m struggling

But I haven’t lost all hope…